"You know what grinds my gears?"

Being dismissed as loony in a standard, DSM knee-jerk reaction.

It also doesn't help when you can't prove to the doctor that you're not as nuts as he suspects. (I'll source Wikipedia if they've got it right.)

What would you say if I walked into your office with no credible way of proving my claims, except for "cherry-picked" articles from some newspapers?

Plausible deniability, unfortunately, keeps me with one foot in society and one foot in the loony bin. One false move and the people around me may move to have me put away somewhere, which is pretty messed up.

Which is why the "crazy" card has been played on me the whole time, and used to its fullest advantage.